Russian Morningsong english translation

a step into emptiness..
my morning became thinner
and the dawn is tattered like a ghost
realization.. : .. no this is not bliss,
only maybe.. decaying pain of your touch

you, having smoothed with your palm
the white sketch of my soul,
.. jab a black flag into my heart
and yell.. “ breathe, hopeless bitch,
deeper, breathe.. since you – it is me..

walking out of august in your spider web dress ..
so useless.. to smile with your eyes
you - are a cruel boulder,
but you remember the circling of the
sheets.. polished with whispers
of broken lines of the two bodies..

..[we are silent in different languages we]
nervous-summer
pages of unwritten prose
out of my ripped out heart..
letters of night illusions.. mirage of a dream
like etymologist I hiccup ..
after syllable.. I lo..
long, lower, Lorraine..
..my morning became thinner and the dawn
under my skin so coldly snowing..