And What To Do With This Fall, Damn
Like the shadow licking the wall so nightmare-ishly
crawls down - everything drowns this fall in the color
of butterfly wing, freshly baked bread and autumnal apples .
and rust colored autumnal blood so teasingly runs
through our sorrowful veins. Injecting chill laughter for
last of the showing of skin and acknowledgement
that after cold rains there will always come winter.
Soul stuck in-between the body and sense of balancing,
nervous strain. Not knowing to choose normality
or measure sand. Because you know even if you
can come out of yourself to embrace one last time
and inhale summer musk and to cure the yearning,
- you will still ache. Fall is so awful,
just want to be gray or a deer, a bear, a rebel
till needles fill ears and throat doesn’t say, and the heart
feverish trying to fight the flu. On the raft of fallen leaves
pulp of a lotus you drift. Just listen.

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